I wish I could have a healthy relationship with food. It's better now than it's ever been before, but I still obsess about my hunger level and the food I'm going to eat. I wish I could view food as a delicious nutrient, not something to satiate me during times of boredom and stress.
I wish I could leave food on my plate without a lot of thinking and indecision. I wish I could not obsess about taste. I wish it wasn't all about food. But it's always all about food for me. My birthday was celebrated with deliciousness, holidays are thought-out weeks in advance, and I adore cheese in huge amounts. I wish I innately understood portion control.
I wish I didn't gain 3 pounds this week.